27-10-2009 - PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

My mood while writing this blog: ANGRY

OK CAN YOU TELL ME WHY WHEN YOU NEED FAMILLY THE MOST THEY ARE NOT THERE FOR YOU I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND MY AUNT HAD BEEN BABY SITTING MY DAUGHTER FOR A BOUT 2 MONTHS NOW I PAY HER IT IS NOT FREE ALL OF THE SUDDEN YESTERDAY SHE LEAVES ME A VOICEMAIL SAYING SHE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO BABY SIT SAMANTHA ANY MORE I WAS LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME A DAY BEFOR I GO BACK TO WORK FROM I HAD 4 DAYS OFF SHE COULD HAVE TOLD ME THE FIRST DAY I WAS OFF THE ONLY REASON I COULD FIND IS THAT MY MOTHER IS MAD @ ME BECAUSE ONE DAY SHE WATCH MY DAUGHTER FOR A XOUPLE OF HOURS THE SAM WHENT TO PICK UP SAMANTHA I TOTALY FORGOT TO CALL HER AND THANK HER I KNOW THATS WRONG BUT I WAS TIERD I WORKED A 10 HOUR SHIFT AND THEN I GO HOME AND WASH SAMIES BOTTLES CLEAN THE HOUSE AND FEED HER TAKE A SHOWER I MEAN IM A MOM NOW IM BUSSY I GET TIERD TOOOO MY MOM AND MY AUNT ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER SO IM THINKING SHE METTIONED SOMETHING MY MOTHER AND I HAVENT TALKED FOR ABOUT 2 OR 3 WEEKS IT MAKES ME SAD BECAUSE I WANT SAMANTHA TO SEE HER GRANDMOTHER BUT IF GRANDMA DOES NOT WANT TO BE A PART OF HER LIFE THAN THAT I S FINE IM TIERD OF THIS SHIT SAMUEL AND I ARE LOOKING FOR AN APPARTMENT SO WE CAN MOVE IN TOGETHER UGH HOW MUCH MORE DRAMA CAN I HAVE

ONE GOOD NEWS IS MY SISTER HAD ALL THE TSTING FOR THE BABY TO SEE IF THE BABY IS DOWN SINDROM POSITIV AND SPIRAL BIFFIDA AND IT CAME BACK NEGATIVE

SHE ALSO HAD A ULTRASOUND WE GOT TO SEE MY FUTURE LITTLE NICE OR NEPHEW HE OR SHE IS SO CUTE JUST PERFECT!!CANT WAIT TO MEET THE BABY YAY