18-7-2009 - I M BACCCCCCCCCCCK!

My mood while writing this blog: VERY HAPPY, BUT UNCOMFORTABLE..MUST READ!

LIKE MY TITLE OF THIS BLOG, I AM BACKKKKKKKKK!

I AM HERE IN MY NEW APT THAT IS PERFECT, BUT VERY HOT(LATER I WILL TELL YOU ABOUT THAT)SO WE (ME,THE KIDS AND CHUCK! YES CHUCK)MOVED IN ON THE FIRST OF JULY AND IT WAS CRAZY MY BROTHER WAS LIVING WITH MY MOM AND HE HELP ME WITHTHE MOVED AND SINCE I DIDNT HAVE A U HAUL, BERTHA(MY TRUCK )DID ALL THE MOVING AND UP UNTIL LAST WEEK I STILL HAD THINGS IN THE OLD PLACE!BUT EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING AS THEY SAY!

SO AS THE UNCOMFORTABILITY,MY LANDLORD WAS SUPPOSE TO PUT THE COMPRESSION FOR THE CENTRAL AIR, SO I AM HOT AND MISERABLE! HE KEEP SAYING @ THE END OF THE WEEK! BUT THAT WAS THIS WEEK AND LAST WEEK! NOW I AM WAITING!

BUT OTHER THAN THAT THE HOUSE IS PERFRECT AND IS SO CLEAN AND WHEN I SAY THAT I MEAN IT IS SO EASY TO CLEAN AND SO WHITE! I STARTED BUYING CLEANING SUPPLIES AND WHEN I GET ANY MONEY I STOCK UP! IT HAS BEEN LIKE THAT SINCE I BEEN HERE AND I AM NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON!

MY OLDEST DAUGHTER SEEM LESS DEPRESSED AND OUT GOING NOW ITS CRAZY BECAUSE SHE TALKING AND OPEN UP ALOT MORE AND MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER JUST HAPPY SHE CAN PLAY OUT SIDE WITH OUT NO PROBLEMS(INSIDE THE FENCE BUT STILL OUTSIDE!)MY BABY IS ONE AS YOU GUYS KNOW.HE FEELS WHITE WALLS MEAN SOMETHING TO WRITE ON! HE STARTED TO GO CRAZY WITH HIS HANDS, PENS, CRAYON AND BEST BELIEVE I BROUGHT THE LIFESAVER MAGIC ERASERS!

BUT YET I AM NOT EASILY BROKEN, FOR ALMOST TWO WEEKS, I DIDNT HAVE A CELL OR HOUSE PHONE, NO CABLE AND MOST DEFINATLY NO INTERNET AND IT WAS HARD BECAUSE ME AN CHUCK GOT INTO IT AND HE LEFT! SO I HAD TO GO TO MY MOMS HOUSE AND USED THE PHONE AND IT WAS LIKE BITTING HER ASS(WHICH I DONT DO @ ALL)!

SO AS SOME OF YALL KNOW ME AND MY ASSHOLE HADPROBLEMS AND THE BIGGER I GOT THE MORE, HE FELT NEEDED TO DO OTHERS. REMEMBER THE GIRL THAT SAID HE AND HER WASNT FUCKING AROUND? WELL THEY ARE A ITEM NOW AND SHE STARTED PLAYING ON MY PHONE AND DOING SHIT AND HE WAS PROTECTING HER! SO I WENT OFF ON HIM AND HIT HIM! AND SPIT IN HIS FACE! LADIES THATS NOT MY CHARACTER BUT THATS WHAT IS WAS AT THAT MOMENT, PREGNANCY CAN MAKE YOU LOSS UR MIND...TEMPORARLY ANYWAY. HE SAID HE WANTED TO HIT ME SO BAD AND THAT WE CAN NEVER BE TOGETHER EVER AND THAT HE DIDNT CARE ABOUT HIS SON....BLAH BLAH BLAH!

SO AFTER THAT WE DIDNT TALK FOR ABOUT THREE DAYS AND THEN WE TALKED AND TALKED AND ANOTHER INCIDENT HAPPEN AND HE THREATEN THE COPS ON YALL GIRL! YES HE DID! I WAS LIKE OK, ITS OVER! DONT TALK TO ME, DONT CALL ME FUCK U, FUCK HER!

SO AFTER THAT 3 DAYS PASS AND WE TALKED AFTER HE FOUND OUT, I STARTED TALKING TO MY OLD FRIEND THAT LIVES IN NJ! HE WAS AND IS A JEALOUS GUY, SO HE CAME OVER AND NOW HE WANTTS TO START OVER AND I AGREE. I DO LOVE HIM BUT I LOVE MY KIDS MORE AND THEY WANT HIM HERE! AND THEN WE DO HAVE A BABY THATS LESS THAN 4 WEEKS WILL BE MOVING IN! SO DIFFERENCES ASIDE WE PUT!

ITS CRAZY CAUSE I DID THE WALMART THING AND BROUGHT PAMPERS AND WIPES AND SHIT LIKE THAT TO GET READY BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WASNT HAVING A BABY SHOWER! I STILL HAVE OLD CLOTHES FROM MY SON. SO THIS WEEK I AM GOING TO GO AND BUY DREFT AND WASH ALL OF THEM SO THEY CAN SMELOL EXTRA NICE!

THEN I WANT A HOUSEWARMING BUT I KNOW I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT, TOO MUCH SO I SAID BEFORE THE BABY COME AUG 15, I AM GOING TO DO A LAU! YES GIRLS I AM A PARTY THEMER! SO FABOLOUS! I GUESS I WILL DO PICS OF THAT!

BUT MY TIME IS SO STRAINED, MY SUV CLUB IS DOING A MEET AND GREET, NEXT WEEK (JULY 24)AND AFTER THAT THE BABY SHOWER, AFTER THAT WE DOING THE LAU! THEN COMES OUR BABY! WHICH I AM HAVING IN NEW YORK!

WHY AM I HAVING MY BABY IN NY?

BECAUSE I HAVE A PRESONAL PROBLEM WITH EVERY BODY SEEING MY VA JAY JAY! YES MY VA JAY JAY! I HAVE DISCOLORATION DOWN THERE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO REMEMEBER AND WHEN EVERY I GO TO ANOTHER DOC, THEY ASK ME ABOUT IT! OH ONE EVEN WANTED TO DO A BIOPSY ON MY PUSS! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!! IT WAS HORRIABLE! SO WHEN I GOT OLDER I SAID ONE GYN AND THATS IT! IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THAT!

MY DOC IS AN AMAZIN GAY FABO DOC AND HE IS SO HAPPY TO FULFILL MY NEEDS, EVEN HE SAYS HE DOESNT DO SOCIAL INDUCTIONS, HE KNOWS I AM IN ANOTHER STATE AND HE DONT WANT ME FLYING DOWN THE NJ TURNPIKE TRYING TO GET TO HIM! SO HE SAID AROUND 37/38 WEEKS, HE GOING TO CHECK ME AND MAKE SURE I AM OPENING AND HE GOIN TO SCHEDULE THE WEEK FOLLOWING! I LOVE IT!!!! I AM ALREADY ABOUT 1 CENT OPEN SO I SHOULD BY THEN! HE DID IT BEFORE AND HE WAS SO AMAZING! GIRLS, I WOULD REALLY RECOMMEND MY DOC!ANY WAY IT'S BEEN GREAT BLOGGING BUT I HOPE I GOT EVERYTHING OUT AND KNOW SINCE I AM INTERNET READY I WILL ABOUT TWICE A WEEK FOR THOSE WHO MISS MY BLOGS!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! AND I TRULY MISS TALKING TO TO U GUYS!

OH AND WHO'S A TRUE BLOOD WATCHER?