14-8-2009 - UPDATE!!!! WHY MY MOM IS NOT INVITED TO THE BABYSHOWER

My mood while writing this blog: IT IT WHAT IT IS!

SO JUST LETTING YALL KNOW WHAT GOING ON WITH ME! AT THIS MOMENT IT IS 5:17 AM AND I AM UP WATCHING BOOMERANG AND JUST FINISHING UP A CELESTE PIZZA! LAST NIGHT I TALKED TO MY FIRST LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ALMOST 14 YEARS AND IT WAS CRAZY WE TALKED ABOUT US AND MAYBE US SEEING EACH OTHER AGAIN, AND HE TOLD ME I WAS HIS FIRST AND I KNOW HE WAS MIN BUT IT WAS FUNNY! IT WAS NICE TO TALK TO HIM!

MY HEAD HAS THAT BURNING SENSATION BECAUSE I JUST GOT MY HAIR BRAIDED FOR MY UP COMING BABYSHOWER WHICH IS ON SUNDAY, AND MY IMPENDING INDUCTION WHICH IS ALMOST TEN DAYS FROM NOW! I STARTED TO PACK MY BAGS ME AND CHUCK WENT TO MY NEW FAVE STORE WALMART AND BROUGHT A DUFFEL BAG AND SOME OTHER THINGS LIKE SOCKS!

! YAHHHHHHHHHHH! WHICH I KNOW UNOFFICAILLY *SPELL CHECK* THE DATE WHICH MY F.G.D HINTED WILL BE ON DRUM ROLL PLEASE........AUG 25! THAT NIGHT I WILL HAVE TO COME IN AUG 24 IS MY LAST APPOINTMENT AND HE SAID HE WILL CHECK ME AND IF MY CERVIX IS FAVORABLE, HE WILL INDUCE THAT TUESDAY NIGHT! I ALREADY KNOW IT WILL BE SINCE I AM ALREADY 1-2 CENTIMETERS DIALITED

SO WE HAD AN APPOINTMENT ON MONDAY AND I TOLD CHUCK THAT WE NEED TO HAVE SEX! HE WAS LIKE "OH NOW YOU WANNA HAVE SEX?"YEA I DO" "OH NO I AM NOT HELPING YOU!"SO YESTERDAY BEFORE HE LEFT HE WENT IN AND GAVE ME THE BEST SEX I HAD SINCE I WAS PREGNANT!!!!HE SAID IT WAS SO GOOD HE WANTED TO SCREAM!

AND WHEN HE GET BACK TOMMOROW NIGHT WE GOING HAVE SEX AGAIN AND EVERYDAY.....ALMOST UNTIL I GO BACK TO THE DOCS, IN 10 DAYS! MY CERVIX NEED TO BE FAVORABLE CONDITION TO BE SOCIALLY INDUCE! SO LET HOPE SO!

ALSO I PUT UP THE PACK AND PLAY! ME AND MY DAUGHTER DID IT(GIRL POWER) AND NOW IT IS IN MY ROOM! WHEN I WAKE UP TOMMOROW I WILL WASH ALL HIS CLOTHES (THE HAND~ME~DOWNS) IN DREFT(THE SHIT IS EXPENSIVE)! AND PUT THEM UP!ALSO SAT I WILL GO GET MY TOES DONE AND BUY SOME SANDLES. ME AND CHUCK ARE WEARING ALL WHIT OUTFITS, I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT WE GOT! PICS WILL BE AVAIL SOON!

THE OTHER DAY I HAD TO WATCH CHUCK TRY TO PUT BACK A DOOR THAT HE TOOK DOWN TRYING TO PUT THE CRIB IN THE ROOM! AFTER HE PUT THE CRIB UP IN THE LIVING ROOM INSTEAD OF THE BABIES ROOM! SMART RIGHT? ALSO MY DUMB BOYFRIEND SHITTTN UP MY TOLIET AND I HAD TO INHALE A STENCH FOR LIKE TWO HOURS FROM MY MAIN BATHROOM BECAUSE OF MY DEAR BOYFRIEND SHITTING IN THE TOLIET (TMI... I KNOW)AND KNEW IT WAS BROKE THEN,HE POUR HOT WATER, DRAINO AND WHATEVER HE COULD SO IT WONT SMELL ANYMORE AND I WAS ABOUT TO GAG!!!! IF YOU GUYS EVERY READ MY BLOGS YOU WILL KNOW I HAVE NO~SCRATCH THAT ZERO TOLERENCE FOR SMELLS SINCE I HAVE BEEN PREGNANT! I COULDNT EAT OR ANYTHING UNTIL MY LANDLORDS GOT HERE WOW!

ALSO SAY YEAH FOR MY FURNITURE IS HERE! YES THATS A NOTHER THING CHUCK DONE SABOTAGE OUR AIR MATTRESS! FOR SOME REASON THE SHIT DONT STAY UP! SO HE HAS BEEN ENDING UP ON THE FLOOR! I NATURALLY SLEEP ON THE FLOOR SO IT REALLY DONT BOTHER ME ANY!

AS FAR AS NOT INVITED MY MOM TO THE BABYSHOWER, I CANT THIS HEFFA HAS CALLED CHILDREN FAMILY ON ME, INSULTED AND THREATIN TO CALL THE COPS ON ME MORE THAN ONCE......IN FRONT OF MY CHILDREN. MY KIDS DONT LIKE HER ANYMORE AND SHE DONT LIKE CHUCK. EVENTHOUGH THE FEELING IS MUTUAL, HES NOT DISRESPECTFUL TO HER AT ALL BUT SHE MAKES IT HER BUSINESS TO DISRESPECT HIM OR SAY SOMETHING REALLY STUPID TO HIM, WHENEVER SHE COMES AROUND! I DONT HAVE TIME FOR IT! I WILL CHOOSE CHUCK OVER HER ANYDAY! SORRY LADIES, MOTHERS ARE BORN AND SHE HAS NOT A MOTHERLY BONE IN HER BODY. SHE THINK SHE A MAN(SHE GAY) SHE WALKS AROUND WITH A BALL HEAD AND GRAB HER FAKE NUTS(ITS A TRULY DIGUSTING SIGHT) I WAS RAISE BY MY FATHER BECAUSE OF THIS! SHE IS TRULY WARP. SHE CHOOSES TO LIVE HER LIFE AS A MAN, THATS HER BUSINESS BUT I WILL NOT LET MY KIDS BE AROUND THAT BEHAVIOR!

SO NOW BABYSHOWER FOR HER!

SHE CALLED THE OTHER DAY AND EVERYTIME SHE CALLED SHE EITHER HANGS UP ON ME OR VICE VERSA! I NEVER CALLED HER AT ALL! FOR WHAT? THIS IS THE SAME LADY WHO WHEN I WAS NINE MONTHS PREGNANT WITH MY 6 YEAR OLD SHE FIST FOUGHT ME...YES LADIES AND THE SAD THING ABOUT IT IS THAT I CANT INVITE MY FAMILY BECAUSE THEY WILL EITHER BRING HER OR TELL HER! I WILL NOT HAVE HER CRASHING MY BABYSHOWER! SHE HAS POPPED UP OVER MY HOUSE MORE THAN ONE TIME AND I CANT ALLOW HER TO RUIN THIS FOR ME!SO FOR THE LADIES SAY SHES YOUR MOTHER...SHE NOT MY MOTHER SHE IS A REPRESENTATION OF WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U ARE SO SELFISH THAT YOU HAVE A BABY TO KEEP A MAN AND THEN TURN AROUND AND WANNA BE A MAN! IT REALLY HARD BECAUSE LADIES, I TRIED A WHOLE LOT OF TIMES TO BE WITH HER AND SHE SHUT IT DOWN AT EVERY MOMENT WITH HER HATEFUL WAYS! SO I CANT DEAL WITH HER! I AM NOT EVEN TELLING HER ABOUT THE BABY BEING BORN SHE WILL HAVE TO POP UP AGAIN AND THEN I WILL NOT LET HER IN THE HOUSE! SRRY LADIES! BUT I WILL UPDATE U GUYS LATER ABOUT THE BABYSHOWER AND HAVE PICS

@ LOVE YOU GUYS!