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| 26-11-2009 - SO ANNOYED! |
My mood while writing this blog: upset |
Im so annoyed - my due date is tuesday 1st of december - no sign of baby coming.. Was at the doctors today and in ireland they dont like to give internals on your first baby - anyway - my health is fine and babys health is fine - i have a head cold which iv had for 3 weeks now and today i had been sick twice - my food from all day came up.. i felt horrible anyway - my blood pressure and urine is all good.. so doctor wont induce me even though i still have this bloody head cold anyway - the longest here with good health the doctor will let you 10 days over your due date - which means i could have my baby on the 11th of december - which is my babys Fathers birthday - if anyone read my other blogs - Martin has not been around for the whole pregnancy and had said he wanted nothing to do with the babys life.. which all could change once baby is around - i personaly think he is afraid and will want something when baby is actually here - and im just feel kinda robbed from the whole pregnancy - doing everything right.. ticking all the boxes and so on forth to make sure all is good for my baby and then he gets the joyest moment of having his child born on his birthday - no matter what ill get over it - but i just am so hurt.. i really hope baby comes before then - for my sake - i know im being selfish and so on but im after putting up with so much from that A**HOLE .. i get ignored by him when he walks down the street passed me - he hasnt asked if i needed anything iv been out of a job since september and he hasnt contacted me since august - iv been so strong through this pregnancy i wud just like one thing go my way ... just one thing... i cant stop crying this evening thinking about it.. its like 3 things all in one - not having my baby to hold already - sick - and then its father being a ass...
sorry i just gotta vent about this ... thanks all
3 Comments on SO ANNOYED!happy out (janet) -
Friday, 27 Nov hang in there sarah youve done so well, believe it or not youll miss the kicks and being pregnant once you no longer are, well i do anyway. youll have your baby soon and the sleepless nights that go with it,lol, so until then try to rest coz ya wont get a chance once she is here. it doesnt matter who she/he shares a bday with they are your baby and your gonna be a great mammy, chin up sweetie, stay positive and think about the fun we will have with our paly dates. xxx claire louise -
Thursday, 26 Nov Here in the uk they let u go 2 weeks over. The odds you having your baby that day are low anyhow. and if you dont wanna be induced that day you dont have to be. Im also due on the 1st dec and really longing to hold my son.x ~ I luv my boyz ~ -
Thursday, 26 Nov Iam also due either tomorrow or on the 1st of december lol two due dates but my dr is the same so I have been using epo and Iwill be doing castor oil im done witht this lol!!