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|06-8-2010 - hmmm
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last night it was easier to be alone than it was the night before. he came home and walked in, asked if he could get some of his clothes and i nodded, so he did. but he left everything else, all his valuable, even the cell phone. Still didnt take his wallet. iwonder what it all means? i feel like hes going to come back in a aweek or tow after hes gotten whatever he needs to outof his system but im supposed to trust him while hes away to be a good boy. i dont think i can. i dotn think after being apart like this that we can ever go back or move forward. i just hate feeling like this, my ultrasound is the 24th and im scared im going to be finding out what im having alone.
3 Comments on hmmmmy6kids
- Tuesday, 10 Aug I don't know how you will take this but, I want to be honest. This man just walked out on you and both of his children. This isn't a good guy. He is selfish and unreliable and not a man you want your children modeling after. I would suggest doing what you can to keep him updated, such as through snail mail. I went through this with my ex and when he wanted me back 2 months later, I knew he was wrong for me. I would never keep him from his kids and I don't say negative things about him in front of them. But, i could never trust him again (smart move on my part because in the last year alone, he left his wife and step-daughter for his 21 year pregnant girlfriend . He's 35 btw. Oh and then he dumped pregnant gf.) Bad news boys stay bad news. He does not deserve you. It will be hard and you will miss him, but I beg you to let go. nataliec
- Friday, 6 Aug Oh yeah girl he's coming back my hubby did that. It will work out. That tells me he loves you. Praying for you. Hugs ninniebaby3
- Friday, 6 Aug i think he left every thing else becouse he is intending to come home in a day or two