23-8-2010 - more question than answers

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

So he finally called last night, ironically he called while i was trying to deliver stuff to his house...he wasnt home though and i didnt want to leave it outside. He calls and asks what i want to do? well idk. but i do know that if you arent cominghome i dont want to look at your stuff. he wants to see our daughter, doesnt want to make me do this alone, but still doesnt know what he wants to do. then he calls this morning asking about his wallet. well arent i the lucky one that he called twice in 24 hours?! I say well do you want to come pick it up tonight? I dont know, he says. so i said call me when you DO know. By the time he figures out what he wants its going to be too darn late and all he'll have to blame for his loneliness is his pride and his stubborn ass. I want this to be over so i can start enjoying my pregnancy! Either be there or not, make up your mind or dont! stop letting people influence decisions about OUR lives. UGH!

Baby is kicking liek crazy!!!!