21-12-2010 - hormonal much?

My mood while writing this blog: nervous/worried/anxious/angry

OMG! SO I went to my appointment today where we were supposed to talk shop, pre-op for the big day next week. Well apparently my bloodpressure was too high and it concerned my dr enough that he wanted to do a pelvic exam. he got all sidetracked and derailed and asked if I was having a contraction, and I said no. I have had them, and get them every day but Im not currently having one. Hes like your stomach is rock hard. Well yes, it is. Its been like that for weeks. The short story is that the doctor is concerned because he only feels baby in there, not much fluid, so they want me to have an ultrasound and be monitored for a bit. WELL LADIES lemme tell ya. I had Ogliohydraminos with my daughter. Basically she ran short on amniotic fluid. This caused club feet and we were aware of her condition. it required 2 years of braces and casts and therapy but shes fine now! I have been complaining since my last ultrasound is SEPTEMBER that Im concerned about my fluids and would like an ultrasound to check but they just keep shining me on like I have no idea what Im talking about, and now, now they want to be concerned now that im a week away form delivering anyways and its too late to do anything about it????? UGH!!! How frustrating! im so irritated. the cherry on the sundae is this, the doctor told me (no shit he really said this) that if its not too concernin we will delier monday, because its a holiday weekend and not fair to staff at the hospital to have a baby over their holiday. ARE YOU FRIGGIN KIDDING ME?????? You know what buddy? Im not gonna be pregnant forever and your on my hit list now! RAWR!

ANyways how are you?