18-10-2008 - 5days over. 7 more to go.

My mood while writing this blog: Bored. Aching. Fed up

well on the bright side of things theres only a 7days until i should get induced. If (which i doubt) she doesn't decide to come before then.

All i seem to do is moan on here. lol, i was happy earlier, but now i'm getting tired and thinking about things too much.
My bf has really p'ed me off today, firstly his immaturity and then lack of consideration for his pregnant overdue girlfriend. Long story but to top it off tonight he is out with friends, drinking in pubs. while i am at home, miserable, emotional and five days over due. He 'wont get drunk' but i've heard that before. Not that it really matters i feel no signs of labour or nor do i see it happening in the next few days. But it's not the point.

I wish i could just go to sleep and wake up when she's on her way. I was having contractions 10mins apart earlier, not seriously painful but certainly noticeable. but thats all stopped again. Hmmmm this baby likes to tease. Well at least this time next week if everything goes to plan i will be being induced. Although it's yet another week of this misery, she will be worth it.

My dad said to me, if she doesn't come tonight, she will come thursday, so basically i wont have to be induced. I don't know if he is tryin to cheer me up i some way. but i just not feeling =|

After a very active day yesterday she seems to have gone shy again. can still feel her moving though all at the right times. Just had it with this constant back ache not being able to sit/lie in ANY position without getting uncomfortable. and the almost constant dull period type cramps I have.
and to top things off i'm pretty certain i've got a cold or something on the way.

Just one more week! One more week thats all i keep telling myself! still wish i could curl up in a ball and sleep for a week, i certainly feel like i need that much sleep at the moment anways!!!