20-10-2008 - 1 week over due!

My mood while writing this blog: tired, uncomfortable in pain

last week i tired to just get on with things and go about my days as normal. but the past few days ive really felt drained.

i have no energy, yesterday i spent the whole day in the house, i was meant to be going shopping to make the day pass quicker. But non of my clothes fit me, they either dont cover my bump or are too tight over my bump and the things that do fit my bump are too tight else where. so i got all emotional over this and spent the morning curled up in bed crying.

The past two nights I've been having false labour contraction/Braxton hicks, they been between 10 and 20 mins apart (changing between getting closer together and then getting further apart), they last around a min but i get the constantly for a few hours and then they gradually stop.

I've woken up this morning with possibly the worse back ache I have had my whole pregnancy, at times I can barely walk because of the pressure I am feeling. But theres still no real signs that labour is close in all fairness.

I've got the midwife wednesday - keeping my fingers crossed that everything is okay with the babys growth this week - hopefully i will be given a sweep and a date for induction if all goes well, fingers crossed if i can have a sweep this gets things going but if not again fingers crossed that date should be next Saturday but we will see because the hospital i'm booked in at can be a big pain in the ass at times.

I am so tired all I feel like all I do is rest and sleep, with a few odd things in between. I am more than ready now for this pregnancy to be over and to have my little girl in my arms! I just want to meet her now! I am getting really fed up with the waiting game it feels like I am playing, I said to my bf I literally feel like I'm waiting for a bomb to explode, just don't know when the ticker is going to run out of time!!! =|