02-11-2008 - A week in!

My mood while writing this blog: Good. but kinda tired.

I cant believe my little girl is a week old already...

Well the first week has been hard, just through being tired and lacking in energy.

But thankfully, the energy is starting to return. I'm enjoying being a Mommy so much, so, so much. Not going to say there arent times where i have broken down crying, baby blues hey. but i know i have got to stay strong for my little girl. i keep reminding myself its normal to feel this way. I do miss being pregnant, i miss my baby bump like i thought I would.

I've really lucky as i live with my parents i can ask my mom for help when i am really struggling, because sometimes babies do want hugs from someone other than mommy n daddy. Jamie has been a great help the nights he has stopped over. He understands how hard things are when he is not here. i feel bad for him cuz his had nine months of me being moody. now his got me being nasty and emotional on him all the time. I cry at anything he says to me. At times he does get angry at me crying but he understands at the same time.

Anyways, I finally put up a pic of Olivia on her birth page. Hope everyone is doing wellxxx