23-1-2009 - Dreaded return

My mood while writing this blog: in pain and ill

Well i feel absolutly dreadful. I am pretty sure that the mastitus has attacked me AGAIN!... last night when i fed Olivia for bed i noticed that it felt like she was sucking a lot harder than she normally does. I just thought woah she must be REALLY hungry and cant get it quick enough.

This morning when i got out of bed to give Olivia her dummy before feed time i noticed I had a bad pain in my breast i put it down to sleeping on my belly. Anyway when i finally feed Olivia at eight I hoped that the pain would have gone. but i was wrong. Its slowly got worse too. I pump of a morning too, toay i pumped off both hoping that, that would help. Nope wrong again.
I had to go to the shops with my mom to get presents etc for my nieces birthday. I have been walking around in so much pain. my mom had to push Olivia for me it hurting me that much. My whole body is now aching soooo bad. I thought that my back was just hrting from the fall (i feel down the stairs wednesday and really hurt my back). but everything is aching, arms legs neck, and i have the worse head ache ever too.

Olivia and I are going to our first party on saturday. My nieces 3rd birthday party. i can't wait to put her in her party dress again, and finally see some old friends from work. i've popped in once since having her but i didnt really get to speak properly since they were all busy with the children.

Jamie is coming around tonight. Thankfully, i am going to leave him to bath, massage, feed olivia and put her to bed. i don't think i will have the energy, i thought it would be nice for him since he hasnt even done it all before. well his bathed her and stuff, but never got to put her to bed because of breastfeeding.

hope everyone else is doing alright!!!

xx