07-2-2009 - 15weeks

My mood while writing this blog: okay

Well Olivia is 15weeks today. Hard to believe that 15weeks ago i had a tiny newborn in my arms. Things have gone so qickly. I have enjoyed every minute and still am enjoying it to the full

Olivia has been laughing, like a proper laugh its possibly the cutiest thing i have ever seen, it brings tears to my eyes. She did it for the first time at her Daddy and I the other day he brought me over my lunch she found it soooo funny (she had been giggling before then but this was a proper laugh). Then this morning the dog was barking and wagging his tail at my brother and she laughed soooo much for the longest she has ever done. awwww she makes me sooo proud.

She is coming along brilliantly. I am so proud of her (as i have already said i know but i really am lol) we have a routine that we stick too, well she makes sure i do rather. She pretty much wakes up the same time everyday. She is still the great little well behaved girl i brought home from hospital. Even if she werent as brilliant at her routine i would love her all this same lol obviously.
I was going to leave her for the first time with her Daddy, as he is yet to look after her by himself. I just wanted a bit of time to myself. I was going to go into town and have some retail therapy. I do feel slightly bad for wanting 'me' time alone etc. But i wasn't able to do so, since the snow was terrible the day i had planned to. It has been so cold so even when the snow isn't stopping me, i don't fancy going out anyway.

It seems like a load of my friends are having babies this year. Could have done it a year earlier. Or maybe i could have waited a year!!!! lol Hearing about them dong their tests. first scans midwife appointments etc. makes me feel slightly jealous.I just loved being pregnant and all the excitement that come with it. Although at the end i hated it. If i could go back i would enjoy every last second of it.

hope everyone is well.xxx