14-2-2009 - Valentines!!!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Valentines today! Ha its just another excuse to cosy up and pamper each other. :) I'm cooking for jay tonight. keeping my fingers crossed we have a lovely time, we seem to have gotten over the worse of our arguments. Just over silly things now!!!

It was this time last year that all my pregnancy symptoms started. I remember just knowing i was. I refused to drink the wine Jay borught in the italian when went to. I can't believe it was a year ago tomorrow that i took the pregnancy test and found out Olivia was actually in there!!!! I think i walked around in a daze for all those pregnant months!!!!

She is 16weeks old today!!! every saturday i wake up thinking this time "blah" weeks ago you were a tiny little dot in my arms. I can not believe how big she is now! :) she has gt her last set of injections until she is one on monday!!! I cant wait to find out how much she weighs as i was able to go due to the weather :(. fingers crossed she has put on a good amount she seems to have grown loads. and even i can notice it.

I left Olivia alone with her Daddy for the first on thursday, wel you know for a few hours, longest i've ever left her too. I decided it was time for "me time" definatly. Nothing was stopping me going this week! lol. I have a really bad ear infections i've been putting off going the doctors about it for months due to going about it when it started and being told it was nothing at all. To be honst that was when i was pregnant before i was due. So i've had it coming upto five months. I'd been getting dizzy heachaches and so on. i couldnt take it anymore olivia crying was sending my head really funny feeling like i was going to pass out. and she doesnt cry loud and i cant usually stand it i felt so bad. so Daddy came and looked after her whilst i went and go it checked out. So now i am antibiotics and have ear drops. Fingers crossed it clears it up =(. so Thursday i took olivia around to Jamies stayed to make sure she wold take her bottle she did obviously. i left to spend some money, i felt so ill still due to the antibiotics giving me a really bad stomach ache along with pain from my ear anyways. felt good being able to go in any shop i wanted to. why do people assume that ladys with pushchairs dont need to go and buy clothes and underwear. trying to get around some shops is impossible. so i had a nice relaxing day. and now i know i an leave her with out worrying i will be able to do it more often i think its important for her and jamie to get to spend some time alone together. Anyway i had better go she is screaming for me now! lol take care everyone x