07-8-2008 - 08/06/2008 32 Weeks

My mood while writing this blog: Dissapointed

So we had our doc's appointment today. I was excited to hear the beh beh's heartbeat again. (We heard it 2 days ago at the ER when I was taken in 4 dehydration and sinus infection) We went in with the same routine as usual pee in a cup, weight, blood pressure, beh beh's heart beat and then doc comes in measures belly. Same o as we're about to leave though he says that he's going 2 put me on medication 4 GD! I was like what! R u kidding me? I mean it's still nt insulin and it's in form of a pill so it's ok I guess. I guess more than anything I was just shocked that it just came out of no where. For the most part my numbers are good, I've really tried 2 stay w the diet n stuff. It's my fasting numbers that are high even when I'm eating "the right stuff" at night. The dietician explained it's the hormones. N-e ways he made a comment that really made me mad. He says," well if you decide to eat a cookie..." I'm like first of all I know I'm considered to be on the big side bt it's nt right 4 u to assume that I just pig out like crazy. I mean I bring my food journals to every appointment so all u have 2 do is look and c that it's obviously nt what I'm putting in my body that's the problem. Second I mean if I was pigging out like the doc's assuming wouldn't I have gained alot more than 5lbthroughout the whole pregnancy? I mean c'me on I've had a hard time putting weight on with the ms that I've had for most of the pregnancy. N-e ways I really got heated over this bt I at least have peace of mind knowing I'm doing the best I can and the fact that I take this very seriously :D N-e ways on to sum good news.... They were finally able 2 tell me that she's head down and ready 2 go, of course she could still move bt after asking 4 weeks they told me :D