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Well, I have come to realize that I have tried all I can with Kayson's father and there is no turning back. Kayson's father is not a good person and he wants what he wants or doesn't want anything to do with Kayson... So if i won't trust him or be with him then eff both of us. So this is the end theres no turning back and I have done my part by allowing Kayson to meet his father but you can not make a man be a man.
Well, on another note, because i've had so many problems with fainting and them not knowing where it is coming from... they are going to be medically evaluating me and deciding whether or not to keep me in the military and they are probably going to end up medically discharging me and quite frankly... I am ready. I am tired... I am stressed and I need to get out of this state and stressful lifestyle asap. I really think that my health problems are from the stress of being in the military and still being in this state that my son's father lives in.
Other than that, I have been trying to be stress free thanking God for everything he has given me and I am so grateful that he is apart of my life because he keeps me grounded he keeps me sane.. I turn to the man above for everything because I know no matter what I do he will always forgive me and he will always be there... Thank God.
And Thank God for my son because he keeps me from totally breaking down when I am stressing out, I love my little man.
2 Comments on Stress
mizzsnazzy - Saturday, 17 May
Oh and I absolutley agree with your saying "you can't make a man be a man"....
You do whats best for you and Kayson, and it's obviously not a life with his father. If he doesn't want Kayson, then screw him!
miss nola - Wednesday, 7 May
Sorry to hear all of that but I know you have been complaining about wanting to leave the military so maybe that is part of your stress along with kayson daddy. I know you probably want to get back to where your family is and just live stress free and you really deserve that since you have been through a whole a lot. Well you know I keep you and kayson in my prayers!
| 07-5-2008 - Stress |  My mood while writing this blog:Stressed! |
Well, I have come to realize that I have tried all I can with Kayson's father and there is no turning back. Kayson's father is not a good person and he wants what he wants or doesn't want anything to do with Kayson... So if i won't trust him or be with him then eff both of us. So this is the end theres no turning back and I have done my part by allowing Kayson to meet his father but you can not make a man be a man.
Well, on another note, because i've had so many problems with fainting and them not knowing where it is coming from... they are going to be medically evaluating me and deciding whether or not to keep me in the military and they are probably going to end up medically discharging me and quite frankly... I am ready. I am tired... I am stressed and I need to get out of this state and stressful lifestyle asap. I really think that my health problems are from the stress of being in the military and still being in this state that my son's father lives in.
Other than that, I have been trying to be stress free thanking God for everything he has given me and I am so grateful that he is apart of my life because he keeps me grounded he keeps me sane.. I turn to the man above for everything because I know no matter what I do he will always forgive me and he will always be there... Thank God.
And Thank God for my son because he keeps me from totally breaking down when I am stressing out, I love my little man.
2 Comments on Stress
mizzsnazzy - Saturday, 17 May
Oh and I absolutley agree with your saying "you can't make a man be a man"....
You do whats best for you and Kayson, and it's obviously not a life with his father. If he doesn't want Kayson, then screw him!
miss nola - Wednesday, 7 May
Sorry to hear all of that but I know you have been complaining about wanting to leave the military so maybe that is part of your stress along with kayson daddy. I know you probably want to get back to where your family is and just live stress free and you really deserve that since you have been through a whole a lot. Well you know I keep you and kayson in my prayers!
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