12-12-2008 - Done with it

My mood while writing this blog: determined

I was sitting at work today about ready so feel sorry for myself when it hit me, I am blessed with the life I have right now baby or not. I am lucky to have such a wonderful man to spend my life with, someone who knows me and sticks by my side no matter what. A man who does nothing but love me and wants nothing more than to grow old with me. I am blessed with such an amazing supportive family, they don't expect me to put on a happy face if I don't feel happy, they understand how painful it was and only want good things for Zach and I. I am surrounded by amazing friends who have been there for me even when I tried to push them away. People who no matter how low I feel can make me smile and laugh and forget about whatever worry I had. I need to focus on those people and these blessings and know that no matter what happens I have a great life already and any child would be extra icing on an already amazing cake. This New Year I will not overlook what is right in front of me and not dwell on what is not yet. I am hopeful that good things will come to me and my family.