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| 08-5-2009 - Nakie in front of people! | My mood while writing this blog:tired |
So about 2 or so weeks ago I was hired to pose at a collage near me for a photography class. I had only ever posed for fine art classes. Being naked in front of people is always weird and haveing them stare at you for long periods of time is very odd. Photography I discoverd is even more off putting then the fine art. With Fine art the artist is stareing at you but mostly focused on what they are drawing/painting and not talking to you and interaction is very minimum. Photography they encourage the photographer to talk to the model. I am naked in front of strangers and now I am talking to them...
I had started posing years ago because of my very negative self image and thought IF I can do THIS then I am capable of anything! I liked the fine art classes because they had creative leeway with what they drew. No wrinkles no nasty unsightly blemishes or folds or whatever.. they controlled what they wanted to show to people. Photography.. every dimple every fold and jiggly place shows up!!!!
So far however two of the students wrote to me and sent me some pictures from the shoot. I posted one because I look like I had a fantastic body, it was now just a pregnant one. the other I think may be to racey for this site but it was very lovely.
I think I have discoverd that as much as I hated my body before I got pregnant, I am in love with it now!