02-3-2009 - Sick already!

My mood while writing this blog: yukky!

So just a quick update,

First off I want to say thank you for all the people that I chatted with last week, I was such a wreck, for the whole week it even affected my job... AND for some reason when I would go to respond my response wouldn’t post??? So I just want to apologize now, if I didn’t re-write you because I am such a scatter-brain that I would get frustrated and wouldn’t be able to remember all the things that I had written, i am sorry I did read all my posts, and GREATLY appreciate you all!

So a little of what happened this weekend, I wrote my husband a letter and spelled everything out very clearly, and basically told him that we were going to have to make things better or he was going to have to move out. And I have never told him that, So when he read it I guess he had a day to think about it while he was at work and when he came home on Saturday we talked and agreed that things needed to change and he was like reverted back to where he was when we were first dating which was nice, in a way but also made me upset, *(Damn preggos hormones)* but like he was all over me again, and really nice to me, and it took me a while to “let him back in” if ya know what I mean… I have been really hurt and I sure as hell don’t want him to think that what he did and what he said is going to be brushed under the rug and forgotten… Because it isn’t… But anyway we went to a very nice dinner at an Italian place on Saturday actually had a nice “romantic evening that was finished off GREAT”… AND he was still all over me yesterday… I wish that they would Act like that all the time! Part of what I put in my letter was that I am a person to and my feelings are important, and I will not tolerate my needs and even wants being put on the back burner when I try so hard to make his life easier, and Great. I pay attention to small details and try and make him happy in every which way that I can but I will not do this anymore ALONE! I guess we will see what happens!!!

As for baby princess, we did some shopping to, and have a lot more to go but it is coming along. Since we havn’t been ‘ACTIVE’ I found out that it is getting really hard to have $ex, and kinda hurts… Don’t like that at all I so we are going to have to figure something out, BUT I got the most AMAZING KISSES…. OK so I reverted back to me and DH, where was I with baby… :LOLJ

I am popping more and more and feel huge, I am going today in about 30 minutes for Glucose diabetes test… GROSS Oh well… and also I have to get the Rhogram shot! Fun day for me! I did however find a PINK BUMBO seat for our baby on Craigslist… I heard these things are awesome, I just love this site… I am getting it for 20 bucks and it is barely used, they sell for over 40 dollars here…. I am excited about that.

As for anything else, I should post some more pics as I have grown a ton since the last ones posted…

Please stay in touch with me, I will respond to everyone as a good lady on here and I figured out how respond, to post and that is to just go to the persons page for responses… *hopefully they fix that soon* but check if you haven't heard from someone that might be an issue...

Miss talking with you all on the weekend, but I am BACK!!!

Thanks for reading