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| 07-7-2008 - 36 weeks now... |
My mood while writing this blog: excited |
so i reached 36 weeks now, not that im suprised lol. and it sure feels like were really getting down to the wire.im just basically trying to muster the energy to finish getting everything ready.so after a 3 day stint in the hospital and the most horrible women ive ever met in my life treating me like *%$@ while i was there...im now just sort of relaxing at home with my girls...i think that thinking these little ones were coming and then not coming obviously, kind of gave me a renewed strenght to get through all the uncomfortable feelings and aches and pains...i dont know if these calm feelings and happiness about just still getting to be pregnant a few more days will last very long, but i hope so...i think im finally totally comfortable with getting the section, i mean the way i think about it, most people dont get this much notice to be completely prepared for the babies' birth...it kind of happens when it happens regardless of what is ready or what you're doing at the time...i got to plan everything down to what groceries i bought for the sitter to feed the girls and where were going out for dinner the day before for my last meal( no food after ,midnight they said) lets just hope this calm feeling lasts, the last thing i need is to get into a state of panic...i really hope jay will help me get the house totally clean before we go for the section in 10 days, but believe me he better keep it clean while im there or oh boy is he in for it...sorry, the hormones are sorta out of whack lately, i feel so weird...if theres one thing i hate its not having control over my own body, and right now it just won't listen to me lol...i actually cried for half an hour this morning because i undercooked my daughters toast, can you believe that...i feel like a crazy person lol...oh well onlky 10 days left, then my kids can slowly drive me actually crazy...i guess better that then going bankrupt from buying tampons in another 12 years lol...good luck ladies, hope youre all hanging in there alright too...
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