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18-6-2008 - 33 week update

My mood while writing this blog: flustered

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so i guess ill be 34 weeks on friday...i dont even know anymore theyve given me like three due dates and they flip flop on what suits the doc best for what it seems like...in any case...saw the doc today, now both babies are butt first(thought they didnt flip after 32 weeks?)i was supposed to get some shots, didnt...we were supposed to discuss all the implications and medications and after math of a c section cause he knows im terrified...we didnt. i woulkd have learned more in one paragraph of a pregnancy book...its more that i need to know what i can and cant do after i get home, like specifics...he said theres no guideline...yeah okay doc. i have no idea what itll be like and hes giving me no reassurance, neither is jay...hes actually happy im getting it so my lady bits dont sustain two more babies coming out...what a selfish jerk...i just dont think he gets it...like how much slack he needs to pick up the first few weeks after...i mean the man cant even be trusted to do the laundry or dishes for god sakes...i talked to my mom yesterday about how much pain ive been in lately and what a physical toll the pregnancy is having on me...like if i do anything i have to sit down and literally cant get up for hours, my legs cramp and give out just from sitting...my body is to small for all this weight to be just in my tummy...i mean for three days now i literally have to manually pik up my stomach to get out of bed, my own boday cant hold itself up lol...i laugh but it actually is hurting quite bad...she told me to tell the doc cause he may not want me to wait until the 14th, my ideal section date...i tell him and he shruggs it off and tells me my c section is booked for 9:30 am july 17th but hes away so THE DOCTOR ON CALL WILL DO THE SURGERY...you would think since thats the case he might try to make me feel more comfortable with having the surgery...also, i know itsa not smart of me but im having serious doubts about getting my tubes tied after...and it doesnt help mil harping on me about it every few days...its none of her buisness, and im just so sick of her not realizing its time to take a step back when it comes to jay...she needs to get that we are his primary family now ...i mean what kind of grandmother would rather her grandkids grow up without a dad so her border could have his drinking buddy back...i just am getting so sick of her lately...and i cant even say its the hromones....im just so tred of being everyoines human doormat...so if it makes me a bitch to expect common courtesy from those around me....SO BE IT!!! i just cant believe that some people are raised thinking that the only people that have morals are weird or crazy or high maintenence....sorry, just needed to get a lot out...so i guess my little girls will be arriving on july 17th 30 more days....i xshould probably start shoppiing for them...

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1 Comments on 33 week update


indiegurl - Wednesday, 16 Jul
o0ohh Twins! How exciting. I had twin boys at 16 and not to scare you but I spent most of thier first years crying.lol. It seems odd to say it gets easier as they get older but with twins I think thats the case. For me it was strange being 16 and pregnant with them it was soo fun and I never had any discomforts at all. This pregnancy with one a daughter has been torture, So much pain and mood swings.

And this may be a little to personal but maybe you could help me with things people tell me. I had a c-section with the boys and this baby is suppose to be born vaginally.. I am terrified. And like you mentioned about the lady bits .. I have bbeen told horrible stories about things like it makes them saggy and such. :S Is this true?? Anyways thanks lady and good luck with everything :D