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soontobemommyof2
	Age: 27 Country: US Province/region: Michigan City: canton Partner: My daughter Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Medical Assistant
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11-6-2008 - Friday May 23 2008

My mood while writing this blog:
waiting

As my lil one is kicking me right now, I am at work, patiently awaiting noon, so I can get the hell outta here and meet with my new High Risk Doctor ......I have typed a page full of questions, copied some research, and my mother and sister are both going with me....my poor mom looses sooo much sleep(she works midnights)!! She will drive to my house to pick me up and drive me, or she will pick me up at work, all because she doesnt want me going through this alone...I am now in week 23...yet still not knowing if my lil guy will make it....isnt it funny, normal pregnant woman right now are enjoying every move, yet everytime I feel him, its a mixture of sadness and joy...sadness for the "what ifs" but joy, because he is fighting, so I have to....I am really hoping this doctor has an ultrasound machine to see if the amniotic fluid went up....I dont want to wait until Tuesday...I wish whatever will happen will, I just want this to be over with, every second of my life is consumed with this stressful saddness...and this hope and praying to God all the time, I wear a rosary on my belly at night (my sister let me borrow her blessed one) and take it to work and the appointments with me....isnt it funny how much we cling to faith when we dont know what to do or who else to turn to? So here I am trying to not cry...yet this lump in my throat is now a normal thing to me, I just wish I could take a deep breath, and WAKE UP.....so the waiting game is still on

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