stargazer530's I-am-pregnantblog

stargazer530
	Age: 30 Country: United States Province/region: City: Partner: Married Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: SAHM
	Online: More than 3 months ago Last updated: 317 days ago. Member since: 1257 days
\| Profile \| Photos (39) \| Children (2) \| Blog (31) \| Polls (0) \| Agenda (0) \| Comments added (165) \| Notepad

Members

Write a new blog

25-11-2008 - Feeling crappy

My mood while writing this blog:
Ok

So, I feel like complete crap because I have turned into such a hateful, grouchy person since becoming pregnant. I hope once my little one is here I will be back to normal. The worst thing though is that I have this one co-worker/friend who I was fairly close with before becoming pregnant...and now I cannot stand her. I mean that literally. And it's thru no fault of her own. It's all me. And I cannot help it. I hate seeing an email from her pop up, I hate having her stop by my desk to chat, I hate having her ask me day in and day out how mini-me is. I even hate her voice and the faces she makes when she's talking to me. I don't know what is wrong with me. I went to lunch with her a couple of weeks ago, thinking I had just been tired and in a bad mood and the hormones were all factors in how I felt about her now. Wrong. Lunch was awkward. The whole entire time all I could think about was how much she cusses, how much she drinks, how 99% of the things that come out of her mouth are not appropriate to say in front of people. She mentioned before about babysitting for my little one and I all too quickly came back with "her grandmother will be fighting you for that privelege". My way of getting an early out because there's no way I would ever even have my kid around her, much less let her babysit her. I feel so horrible. I know she can tell how I feel. I don't hide my feelings well. I really did like her and enjoy her company before I got pregnant. I feel like such a two faced ass. I don't know if this is just the mother in me coming out and weeding out friends who I know I won't have anything in common with anymore once I have my baby here, but it's very depressing. Maybe things will settle down once my hormones and everything have returned to normal.

1 Comments on Feeling crappy

kymommy - Tuesday, 2 Dec
I feel like that at work a lot now too. The lady that works in front of me gets on my ever last nerve! Everything she does or says annoys the heck out of me. I hope we get over this soon!!

Photos