01-1-2009 - TTC Month 2

My mood while writing this blog: Ready

Well clearly by the title last month was unsuccessful. We started trying 2-3 days after my ovulation, so it's not like I'm terribly surprised. I had a few conflicting symptoms, that I was of course hoping to prove a baby was on it's way. In the end my period showed. Disappointed of course, but not upset about it. So I'm waiting for my period to finish, and then comes time to try again. I did manage to find a bright side to not getting pregnant last month though. My due date would have been a few days before my birthday. Now call me selfish, but I didn't really want to share my birthday. I'd share the month, but I do want at least the day. My husband has suggested that I'm too into the baby thing. He wants to track my ovulation and try extra hard on the "fertile" days. I guess he just doesn't understand why I have this page and I look up so much information. I don't think he understands that for women as soon as we get pregnant all the chages start. For us the process starts. He won't see any significant change until the baby is born. My desire to know as much as possible about it is because I'm so excited for it to happen. And there will be so much that I'll need to know to do the best for my baby. If anything I would hope he'd be greatful I've found an outlet for all this excitement so I'm not driving him crazy. I've got 3 whole weeks of trying to make a baby to look forward to now! :)