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I feel so stupid. So incredibly stupid. It has been brought to my attention that I have been manifesting symptoms so to speak. In hopes of actually being pregnant, I have been convincing myself I feel things that I would if I were pregnant. Far more so than I probably actually do. If that wasn't embarassing enough, it seems to be so obvious to other people that I'm not pregnant. I imagine that it's not so uncommon and rare for women to do this. I know it's because I'm so excited to get pregnant, that every twinge I feel that might possibly be different, I want to attribute to possibly being pregnant. I am obviously exaggerating things I feel because I hope to be pregnant. It's just so embarassing as it is, especially since other people apparently can tell I'm not pregnant. I just feel so stupid and discouraged. Almost as though I should just quit being so excited and open about how I feel about trying to get pregnant to save myself the embarassment of looking like a fool.
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boystruckx2 - Friday, 2 Jan
Dont call yourself stupid girl!! When anyone wants something bad enough your mind/body has ways of making it seem true. Its different with everyone. I had an experience...not with pregnancy, but something else that was terribly embarrassing. But please, don't call yourself stupid. It just goes to show that you are ready for this and it will make you that much better of a mother :)
| 01-1-2009 - Stupid |  My mood while writing this blog:Stupid |
I feel so stupid. So incredibly stupid. It has been brought to my attention that I have been manifesting symptoms so to speak. In hopes of actually being pregnant, I have been convincing myself I feel things that I would if I were pregnant. Far more so than I probably actually do. If that wasn't embarassing enough, it seems to be so obvious to other people that I'm not pregnant. I imagine that it's not so uncommon and rare for women to do this. I know it's because I'm so excited to get pregnant, that every twinge I feel that might possibly be different, I want to attribute to possibly being pregnant. I am obviously exaggerating things I feel because I hope to be pregnant. It's just so embarassing as it is, especially since other people apparently can tell I'm not pregnant. I just feel so stupid and discouraged. Almost as though I should just quit being so excited and open about how I feel about trying to get pregnant to save myself the embarassment of looking like a fool.
1 Comments on Stupid
boystruckx2 - Friday, 2 Jan
Dont call yourself stupid girl!! When anyone wants something bad enough your mind/body has ways of making it seem true. Its different with everyone. I had an experience...not with pregnancy, but something else that was terribly embarrassing. But please, don't call yourself stupid. It just goes to show that you are ready for this and it will make you that much better of a mother :)
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