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| 16-4-2009 - If I close my eyes really tightly it's almost real... |
My mood while writing this blog: ok |
5w5d... I've decided to book my u/s appointment for next Thursday. By then I should be 6w4d... I'm really hoping that it won't be too early to see/hear the little bean's heartbeat... not quite sure how I'd cope if there wasn't anything to see though... though I'm trying to keep those thoughts at bay as best I can... I have discovered, however, that deciding to book the appointment and actually picking up the phone are two very different things. Stupidly, I worry that once I book the appointment everything will go pear-shaped... silly I know... but I tend to get a little superstitious when I'm afraid... yet another wacky coping mechanism I guess... Same deal with booking my first OBGYN appointment... I really should do it or I won't get an appointment, but the thought of having to call that place again and cancel another booking makes me feel a little sick to the stomach... Speaking of which, I really haven't had any nausea yet... though it didn't kick in until about 6/7 weeks last time around... I think I'll feel better once I feel sick... strange yes... but completely rational to the hormonal brain... lol... bring on the puking I say!
1 Comments on If I close my eyes really tightly it's almost real... tassie-mum -
Thursday, 16 Apr Aww good luck, try to be positive, and jst remember that you making appointments has absolutely no connection to the well being of your little one.
Don't stress, just look after your body and things will be ok.
Good luck xo