09-4-2009 - Cant Even title this One

My mood while writing this blog: P\'d Off!!!!!

Well, Ladies I just want to express my feelings to SOMEONE!!! Well, all day to day I was in a not so good mood. All I did was sleep. I was up for about five hours of the day. And its now 8:05pm here and I am just waking back up after another three hour nap. When my DH bought me something to eat on his lunch break, everything went fine. I stayed up for about an hour while he was here. Then, when he got off from work, three hours later, I woke back up and sat with him. Then he started bugging me!!! Damn...why did he have to do that!!! I just cussed him out and sent him to the other room like he was my child (LOL). He had no choice but to go in the other room when I pointed to it and told him to get out of my face...because when I am pissed off, I am pissed off. I told him that out of our whole relationship that developed into a marriage, I have not once asked him to do anything extraordinary for me. JUST FOR NINE MONTHS, I ask him to bare with me. And not even that long- just my last trimester!!! I mean, is that too much to ask for??? He would go walking with me every blue moon, he gets mad if I ask him to do something for me...which is hardly ever. I am so fed up ladies. I dont want to be around him the rest of this pregnancy, I will kill him (not an actual threat...LOL)

Just now, he was down stairs boiling some hot water to make that raspberry leaf tea. When I woke up and came down there, he actually ASKED me if the bottle he was about to put it in, whether or not it was too thin to put hot boiling water in. I told him yes, all it is going to do is melt out of shape. So, he continued on to put the hot water in it anyways after I told him that. I look in the sink and saw the plastic bottle MELTING OUT OF SHAPE. So, I nicely said, 'Baby, run some cold water around it so the plastic will sort of harden back up, because it is still melting...(it works). HE GETS MAD AT ME AND TELL ME TO LET HIM DO IT HOW HE WANTS TO DO IT. Now, he just wasted three bags of my raspberry leaf tea and a damn good bottle that I would fill up with juice or water before I go to bed and sat beside the bed for the middle of the night (walking up and down the stairs at night is dangerous for me LOL). Ladies, I know that is a simple thing to get upset about, but really, why do I have to deal with this NOW?!?!?!?!?!

He questions everything I do!!! Like when I packed the baby's bag- he goes, "Why are you packing the baby's bag so early on?" WHAT??? I mean, a lot of ladies dont pack their baby's bag or their bag until its actually time. I am a type of person that gets nervous when things happen. I wont do it when its time, and he doesnt know what to do with a baby's bag!!! Also, I told him I am not as early in my pregnancy as you look at it...Any day, I can give birth and baby be healthy...things happen!!! I just like to be prepared. I can see if I was in my early stages of my pregnancy and still in the risk of having an easy miscarriage, you know?!? Well, I am just upset with this man...I mean, so fed up!!! We cant even sleep in the same bed. I wake up to his elbow in my back a few times, And at some nights I even woke up and he was half way rolled on me!!!!!!!! Man, I am supposed to be the one rolled on you!!!! And he is a mere 145-150lbs! How someone so small manage to role on top of my round body???...grrrrr!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I am finished talking about stupid stuff.......hehehehe. thanks for listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!