30-4-2009 - Reality Check

My mood while writing this blog: Clumsy

HI EVERYONE...JUST A QUICK BLOG...

I AM GOING TO BE 36 WEEKS THIS WEEKEND...SO HAPPY!!! AND, ALL THIS TIME I WAS GOING ON ABOUT HOW I LOVE BEING PREGNANT AND I CANT COMPLAIN...DONT GET ME WRONG, I DO STILL LOVE BEING PREGNANT. AND I STILL CANT COMPLAIN. BUT, REALITY HIT ME THIS MORNING THAT I WOULD MUCH RATHER MY BABY BE HERE IN MY ARMS! WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING, ON A REGULAR ROUTINE TO THE KITCHEN TO STOCK UP ON SOMETHING TO EAT...I SLID DOWN LIKE 6 OR 7 STEPS AS I WAS WALKING DOWNSTAIRS...SO SCARY. LUCKILY, I FELL ON MY BUM. WHICH IS WAY MORE SAFER THAN FALLING IN A DIFFERENT POSITION. I COULDNT MOVE FOR A FEW MINUTES. MY DH COME STORMING DOWN THE STAIRS AS SOON AS HE HEARD ALL OF THE COMMOTION (SP?). WELL, I DIDNT MEAN TO SCARE HIM SO THAT MADE ME FEEL A LITTLE WORSE. MY POINT TO THIS STORY LADIES, I RATHER MY BABY BE HERE WITH ME SO I WOULD KNOW SHE IS SAFE...LIKE, INSTEAD OF HAVING TO SIT AROUND WAITING FOR A LITTLE MOVEMENT AND WHATNOT. ITS REALLY NERVE WRECKING. I CANT REALLY EXPLAIN HOW SCARY IT WAS TO ME, BUT, BELIEVE ME LADIES WHEN I SAY SCARY...I MEAN SCARY. AND THATS MY SECOND TIME TAKING A FALL DURING MY THIRD TRIMESTER. SO SCARY! I CALLED THE OB/GYN AND SHE ASKED IF I FELT ANY MOVEMENTS AND I WAS LIKE, YEAH, A GOOD BIT. BUT, I AM NOT TIRED OF BEING PREGNANT, BUT, IT IS SO NERVE WRECKING TO GO THROUGH THINGS LIKE THAT. I EVEN SOMETIMES HATE SLEEPING WITH DH BECAUSE HE SLEEPS SO WILD. AND THE SMALLEST TICKLE ON HIS FOOT OR FACE WILL MAKE HIM JERK...WIERDO!!! THANKS FOR LISTENING YOU ALL...IF ANY OF YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW...I AM SO SORRY, I CAN HONESTLY SAY I FEEL YOUR PAIN!!! WISH YOU ALL WELL.