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08-4-2008 - Other half blues

My mood while writing this blog: sad & hurt

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I know this is a pregnancy website but I just need to vent. My other have is having an affair with another women. I found out in early March. If you have read my pregnancy profile I just got out of the hospital and found out I was pregnant when I learned of his affair. I am pregnany with our fourth child and this pregnancy has not been easy on me. We have been together for over 10 years. At first, I tired to safe our relationship and told him that he needed to end it. But, almost two months later he has not. He talks to this women daily. he spends time with her. I feel like he is basically building a relationship with her. In addition, I feel like he will not completely let me go because I am the fall back gal if their thing does not work out. Has told our oldest son to lie to me & cover for him so he can talk to this new women. The children and I have left the home we share and have went to my mothers. Why would he do this to me after 10 years, three children and the fourth on the way. I have been nothing but good to this man. I am soo hurt and sad. I feel alone during this pregaancy and scared. I feel like his heart is not with me anymore. I beleive if I still held his heart he would have ended it with this women and saved our family. I have not completly ended it with him yet beacuse I am scared that it will be over forever. However, I am not sure I want him back. I feel so alone and hurt. I feel like he just dont care anymore. I am finding it difficult to be happy about this pregnancy. Like I say in my profile I am not sure if I can carry the baby to term, plus this on top of that. I am so overwhelmed.

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1 Comments on Other half blues


lizzie287 - Tuesday, 8 Apr
So sorry to read that you're going through such a terrible time with your husband.