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10-4-2008 - angry and confused-not OK

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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Well, my other half told me he wanted hisfmaily back and that we could work everything out. I guess that is what my heart wanted to hear. I wanted to believe him. Well, last night I started having pains some sharp and some like cramps. I called him because I was scared and alone. I am about 90% sure the other woman answered his phone. I could hear what I beleive was him saying "give him is phone" and her saying "what?". Then the line was diconnected. Sure I tried to call back but no one answered. Finally after serveral attempts he answered and tried to make me believe I was crazy. No one answered his phone. After I explained that was going on, he asked me to let him know what I wanted to do. I told him I would call him back when I knew. Well, I tried to call him back for hours. I mean hours and no one would answer. I tried to text him and got no response. He came to the home we just bought a few months ago around 2:00 am and was mad at me because the children and I left and went to my mother's house. I am confused because he says the correct things but his actions show the real picture. I am angry because I actually wanted to beleive him. I took him to work today 9he has a car but the wipperblade motor is out and it is raining where we live) and in the parking lot there was a green car that had three youngs ladies in it. I felt like they were very interesed in our arrival and as he got out of my car he seemed very interesed as to who was in that car. So much that he was walking past and staring as he did. I just left and went to work. Could this car contained the other woman? Am I right about her answering the phone? Was he in her present last night when he would not answer his phone? All these questions I would like to have the answer. This morning I am still having pains. some in my belly and some in my lower back. Some pains are sharp and some feel like cramps. I have called the doctor to see if I can get in today for a visit. I am waiting for a phone call back.

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2 Comments on angry and confused-not OK


shanny122 - Thursday, 10 Apr
Im sorry to hear about your troubles with your other half. The most important thing is to stay strong and dont wait around for any man. You have a lot going on right now so don't worry yourself sick. If things work out, they work out. If they don't, its his loss.

*First*Time*Mommy* - Thursday, 10 Apr
I am so sorry to hear about what is going on with you two. I do believe from your story that there was a woman there with him that night. I mean, u just cant make that stuff up in your head. I dont think i would get my hopes up with him, until he actually proves to you that he is ready to be with u again, bc i just think he is. not ready. I mean, actions speak louder than words, we all know that, and until u get the actions, dont stress out n worry about it. I mean you have so much on your plate already with the baby that you dont need anything else. And dont sit back and wait for him either, not saying go out and look for someone now, but if a guy interests you, dont think about what ur ex gonna do and base your decision on that, bc he probably thinks that u will always be around waiting for him to come back so he can do whatever he wants now. And who knows, the new guy u meet just might be better for you anyways. ;)