20-11-2009 - 6 months

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

gabriel turned 6 months on the 13th! he is doing so well and getting so big! he says mama and dada all the time and baba (thats what i call a bottle) he has been commando crawling for about a month now and just yesterday he started to for real crawl and today he is doing it much more. he is eating vegtables fruits and some table food now. i gave him a biter biscuit the other day and he loved it! but those things are such an awful mess! he had his 6 month check up and shots this week. he is 29 inches and 18lbs 8oz. his shots bothered him alot more this time around and i felt so awful for him. not to mention they made me hold his arms down and that made me feel even worse! other than that everything was fine w/ him. hes healthy and developing well. the doctor did get mad at me though cuz i refused the seasonal and h1n1 flu shots. i couldnt believe it! its my choice and he acted like i was this horrible mother because i dont want my child to have a flu shot. whatever. i am confident in my choice and im not going to feel bad about it.

me and the hubby are doing good also. we are all settled into our house and loving it! i went to see another doctor about my postpartum depression and she took me off the zoloft and put me on lexapro. thank god! i hated that zoloft! now i feel like myself again but better! i feel like i can finally fully enjoy my family and my life! we are so excited for the upcoming holidays too! we cant wait to have our first thanksgiving and christmas as a family w/ our little angel. and i cant wait to go shopping for his presents! we are taking him to see santa this weekend, i just hope he doesnt cry lol. i dont think he will cuz strangers dont seem to bother him. well thats all i have for now! hope everyone and their angels are well!