11-6-2008 - Bit down!

My mood while writing this blog: bit down

I feel down today, my son Jamie is acting up! Wel he had a sports day today and it rained mad and was lovely and sunny yesterday typical irish weather!!! But teacher told me he wouldnt do a test for her the other day in class ripped it up and went mad, one pysco moods! He always does this when he looks at something and thinks he cant do it, or fact he can do it but cant be bothered!

He goes mental with simplest things getting a shoe on fixing his bag his 6 years old like his face reddins up and screams crying like his insane! He has to get on at school he is bright but these moods he has over him are missing him out on getting on @ school.

Im depressed over it, its hard to cope with his behaviour it wrecks a day to where your exhausted at night and just wanna cry! I know all kids have bad days but his are more often. He just dont listen and bed time is now 10pm, it used to be 8pm. It takes him 1 hour to get in his pjs and ready for bed hell do everything but listen when told get ready for bed, hell scream and say I dont wanna go to bed iv always to go to bed etc!

I hate when he gets this madness cursed around him id say he cant control at times he needs to vent! His on a waitin list for ADHD where waiting on a list since last year! I just need answers and how to cope as a family, I have a baby due in 7 weeks time and im unable for his behaviour now! He seriously needs to cope on! I need answers and fast! 6 years of this no answers too long.

Also im sweating like I dunno what! And its not even sunny its here in Ireland! and its raining! Its unreal! Plus been stressed aint helping! Hard to chill out, when your son dont listen youve a sitting room like a shed hate site of it! And 7 weeks roll on please. Please god this house be done before baby arrives as im not takin a new baby into this house! Feck that!

Only pray things start working out sparpish! not able for it all.

Thatch!