29-6-2008 - FEELINGS @ 35 WEEKS PREG! SO FAR.

My mood while writing this blog: HAPPY AND NERVOUS!

So im 35 weeks pregnant and feel soooo nervous at the mo, about the birth! Been 6 years ago since my first! So its all new to me again! I had a pregnancy partner my cousin Linda, but she gave birth since middle of June! Lately, so im on my own again! No one to text and compare each other pregnancies with! sob!

Its an amazing thing doh, 1 min your pregnant the next your baby is out and staring up at you and your in totally awe! Iv watched a few before me recently have there babies and think my god, she is over it all now that pain etc and a lovely baby out of it! and looks like it was so easy. She is comfortable, chatting away and in your own mind your like shudder at thought of going thru labour part again as for me I found it v painful I had no equiral, with 1st one. And as mad as i am plan to do same again!

Im just hoping ill breathe this time relax more and definately get my bowels a good clean out before labour begins if i can predict it! As with first i was in labour height of contractions! and they gave me tab to make me go no. 2! So you can imagine the tummy cramps piercing thru my body tryin to do no. 2 and wild contractions at same time was an awful mixture! You could not concentrate on 1 thing as everything was at you!

Im sort of lonely now, and dying to see my little girl and hope her kidney prob be ok little angel. Still feels unreal doh that its actually happening and ill have my little daughter soon! Its just last few weeks now be longest. I cant wait to enjoy her been a newborn, I didnt get to fully enjoy with my first, with everything that was going on back then all rushed and been younger etc. So cant wait to enjoy her.

Its almost midnight now and my other half is down stairs watchin tv fag in hand-"His a wknd smoker only" and a bulmers plus remote! 1 armchair in sitting room as been done up so i stick to my room lovely relationship eh! His good doh, just have to nag him about house most times but he acts as if dont listen but he heeds me. So slowly but surely getting there...

Im thinking of colours now for my sitting room and have came up with like a winey colour bottom half of wall and a cream on top half seperated by a timber wooden piece in the middle all around walls. Any suggestions!!!!

Im so on and on but i cant wait till place is finshed wen you have been lookin at your place in state for so long your anxious to have it done! My next maternity app in july 23rd i think, long wait again but im expectin a letter in post about my blood work soon was low blood count last time! Before then. Iv my bag for hosp packed and all, just crib bedding iv to buy, nursing bras etc yet must pop to mothercare soon although i had say id do this before Jamie was off school but went so fast! Didnt think! so ill have drag him with me unless i get the bf to mind him one sat and let me in city and do my last few bits be great!

So that the story for now till next time.... love xxxx

Thatch!