04-7-2008 - 36 wks preg 2moro! feelings

My mood while writing this blog: ok

36 weeks preg 2 moro and today i feel ok, only for the stings that were going up thru me last 2 days soposely ligament pains or someth! Pelvis pain still there! The Peeing is fair annoyin gettin up at night! Tired a;ways. Im gaggin now to be over it all!! see my lil one! Also suffering from heart burn! and on bowel med to keep bowels moving!

Im takin the epo as they call it for short! Since 34 weeks so going ok my hair seems as thick!! Going hair dressers today, wash blow dry straight and treatment mite thin it out too! Jamie be with me so must pack a bag of books and treats keep him busy whilst i get my hair done!

Finding unrealisticly hard to keep Jamie unbored over hols! its toture! Iv bought him everythin done things with him tryin keep him away from tv and video games! Plus wen your nearly due I have no energy be going park everyday! His started already gettin mad at a puzzle he was doing i was like oh my god please give me patiences he gets very bad so hard to listen to it and not shout back at him!

I had told him stop whilst he was ahead as he had done 2 puzzles good but he had do another and then bang off he blew he just wants keep going till he has to stop in an outburst! Its driving me crazy!! He was up at 8am this morning i was like nooooo ! Im wrecked very long day now to put up with him! Be great if he had friends near by but no! I know i used be bored as a child too and know what its like, but id play away!

Jamie gets bored too quick! and i cant keep buyin stuff! Cant wait till he grows out of all this madness! Any1 know what age that will be! His 6 now! prob be 10! my good nerves!

So sorta pissed off now! Hot bothered and awaiting... arrival! Cant wait to go out walkin with my buggy! and have energy to go to playground with jamie! Bring packed lunch there and chill! For an hour or 2! At moment house im told be completed in 2 wks time gettin a red brick fireplace in up to ceiling so i hope till look good! House is driving me cookoo!!! all cluttered with shit and dust whitness!

Ill prob be due b4 the feckers have it done so wont be able to enjoy it till after birth if I can that is! Wel be no time to do extra cleaning etc that the bad part and you wanna relax with baby after birth like, so tats the joys of it all!!

All I can do its roll on! hoping time will fly by from now!

Thatch!