09-11-2009 - the end of pregnancy but not motherhood

My mood while writing this blog: blessed

so we started to go through our clothing and i am getting rid of my maternity clothes! as i was going through them, it made me so sad that i was not going to be pregnant or have anymore babies! i so enjoyed all of my pregnancies and was uncomfortable just a bit. and what symptoms i did get were not that bad. i never had any problems and labors were always fast and relatively easy for labor! and i love and am going to miss feeling a baby inside me. i am also going to miss no more babies. esme is growing so fast and it makes me sad that we are now getting rid of what ever clothing she can not fit into anymore instead of saving them for another child. i am ready to move on to the next stage of our lives with no babies and getting our kids more involved in extra activities. i just am really going to miss it all. i finally am able to nurse and i enjoy it so much as well and i am sad that i will not be able to experience that again. i have truely been blessed with not having any issues getting pregnant, in my pregnancy, labor or with my kids. they are all incredibly amazing and there is nothing i am more greatful for. God has been truely good to me. i am so going to miss it all. so for all of you who are pregnant or still plan on growing your family, enjoy every moment to the fullest. remember when deciding on whether or not to have another that you will never regret having one but may regret it if you don't. i have 4 and am greatful for having that many and if my hubby would allow i would most likely end up like the duggars! lol ok maybe not that many but probably 2 more. raising smart, God loving, people caring children who will help to make this world a better place for us all is my carbon foot print. thanks for listening to be babble.