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31-8-2009 - time to say goodbye

My mood while writing this blog: words cant descibe it

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I have been on bedrest since Aug 5 when we lost Baby A, who we now know was a girl. We named her Cassidy Violet. On Tuesday Aug 25, I started to bleed and was told in the ER that my cervix had re-opened. I had emergency surgery for a cerclage to close the cervix and was put on complete bed rest in the hospital.

On Thurday night, I went into labor and despite the efforts of the staff, they were not able to stop it. I had another emergency surgery to remove the stitch before damage could occur.

At 7:54 Am on Friday Aug 28, my son Kaydn was born. He lived for 1 hour and 9 minutes in his mommy and daddy's arms until he joined his sister.

I had surgery again on Friday afternoon because I could not pass the placenta myself. My doctor has now told me that with that surgery and the ones previously, he was able to diagnose placenta abruption for the reason of the loss of Kaydn and he suspected the same for Cassidy.

Words cannot describe the feelings that I have, I am at a loss as to what to do every minute of the day. My life was spent planning these children and now its all gone. My DH is fabulous and I think more worried about me and my state of mind than himself.

I want to wish all the ladies on this site good luck with your babies and I pray you all have a healthy child.

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3 Comments on time to say goodbye


littlesunshine - Monday, 31 Aug
There is nothing that I can say except that I am so sorry for the loss of both your little angels. You are in my prayers.

ParkerNHarpersMom - Monday, 31 Aug
Trina, out of all of this, I'm happy that you got to spend that time with Kaydn before he left. I know nothing will ever replace the place those little babies have in your heart. Cherish their memory and live on knowing you are the mommy to angels.

mrsscorpio - Monday, 31 Aug
I'm sorry...it's unfortunate that doctors are unable to diagnosis placenta abruption until after it occurs. You will be in my prayers. Your children are now angels sitting with God.