20-1-2009 - this is what i was missing

My mood while writing this blog: Super HAPPY

Ok so since august my mom has had my 3 year old daughter with her and she lives about 4 hours away because I work a full time job from 8-5 and go to school from 530-10pm so i needed help with taking care of her. In september i found i was pregnant and thats been great but i miss my daughter so much and almost feel guilty that shes not here, i mean i visit but i cant be there every weekend like id like. i only have a few months of school left so ill be able to bring her back permanantly.

now this week I had vacation from work so i took this chance to bring my lily home! this is so what i needed. i feel great having her around. shes excited about her baby brothers and keeps telling me She thinks they are ready to come out. I am so happy. even all the discomforts i feel on a daily basis dont bother me as much this week.

I think i just want her to know how much i love her because with the new babies coming the last thing i want is for her to feel left out. I know its gonna be tough but i know its possible. I am just so happy to spend time with her. I think we both needed it!