13-2-2009 - In week 26

My mood while writing this blog: Tired

Rough nights... cant sleep comfortably. I've tried the pillows. I've tried to tire myself out. I've tried to take a warm shower/bath. Warm milk. Hmm maybe a bath in warm milk ... ok maybe not. Its just not working, my arms feel sore at the shoulders and fall asleep while im still awake, and my tummy feels like its so huge its pulling my sides down... eh OH and now the twins are deciding that at my bedtime they are going to gymnastics, lol. Even after all that while I say " I cant wait till they are here" Inside I really pray they stay in there as long as God will grant me cause my big fear is preterm labor.

Even though this pregnancy has been so different I still thank God for those around me (both in person and online) I've met some really special people who even though they may be so very far away, feel close to me. Some of the ladies on this site make me laugh and give me insight to what I may be feeling, and while this is my second pregnancy this is so new cause there are two lil boys in there. There are some on this site that have become like a sister to me. I'm glad this site is here but more so I'm glad there are special ladies that come on here to chat, vent, give advice, and so much more.