16-4-2009 - wow its so close now.

My mood while writing this blog: nervous excited!

35 weeks, im so happy to have made it this long with not much trouble. When i first saw the doc and they said it was twins they beat it into me that they may not make it this far and possibilities of complications. They wanted me to be prepared. Thank God here we are. Now i have a scheduled date for my csection. MAY 4TH!. I am not ready. I dont think i could ever be ready for twins. I am happy i get to meet em in a couple weeks. Everybody is happy its almost time for em. These babies have so much love already. I am so nervous for the csection. I have read articles and advice from mommas who have gone through this and it helps but gees im still nervous now that its so real. As of yesterday when they called to give me my date i cant stop thinking bout how i will react, how will i recover, will i be able to take care of my babies and my 3 year old. Its so weird knowing that for sure they will have a scheduled date to arrive unless they choose to be here sooner. I know i am going to miss feeling these babies kicking all the time inside of me.

SO heres the countdown to meet Noah and Philip.