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| 15-7-2011 - hoping and wishing soooo much |
My mood while writing this blog: hopeful and positive |
well as of midight i was officially late now i am just hoping and hoping we are getting our lil one. i want so badly for my son to have a sibling he would be such a wonderful big brother. my problem is i am ever the pessamist and i do not understand why i should get good things in life. i want this sooo badly its like every fiber of my being is screaming out ready to be a mommy again ready for #2. my mother doesnt understand this feeling and has since ridiculed me for it, i have learned to just not talk around her. i have a preg test n the cupoard i am just soooo scared of that BFN. my body feels like it did when i was pregnant with my lil guy tyler but i feel like that letdown would be devastating. i know i wont know till i test but i feel like this is so close to being true i am actually late!!!!!! i will stop whining now.
3 Comments on hoping and wishing soooo muchlil-lulu -
Monday, 18 Jul I feel the same. I want for my son to have someone to grow up with. Good luck hopefully your wait is much longer agape -
Saturday, 16 Jul Go and test hun and give us the news. (((HUGS))) sunflower-j -
Friday, 15 Jul You deserve it hun. As does every beautiful lady in TTC. Have you tested yet?