02-6-2009 - less than 2 weeks left

My mood while writing this blog: happy yet a little nervous but totally in love

well less than two weeks till carlboo and I tie the knot, I'm really happy but a little nervous. I'm happy bout the fact I will finally be his wife and we'll officially be a family but nervous cause my first marriage sucked and I know it can't possibly go that way but what if something goes wrong? I really don't want to ever lose him in my life ya know. The post partum depression is better. this is my first blog thought it might help my ppd by writting.I still find myself very depressed at times and crying but at least it's not everyday like in the beginning. I relly don't know anyone else who's gone through this that I can talk to so I am kinda going it alone with ppd. My son is awesome though, he amazes me everyday. I have found that I love children and I know I want more down the road. I'm just takeing every day at a time and not pressuring myself or setting my goals too high right now.I am meeting some wonderful ladies on this site and I am finding support through that which is cool. I will try writting everyday, kinda my own lil therepy :)