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26-6-2009 - today....

My mood while writing this blog: tired,a lil frusterated,but i guess kinda blah

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I chose the sweaty smiley because it was so super hot today, me,my mother and tyler went rummage saleing. we were so happy to get into the cool :) well tyler has been a lil cranky baby lately so I have been kinda frustrated cause it's like everything i do is wrong. well carl and I have been married now since june 12th and everything has been great so far, i'm still very much happy and in love. I am havin some troubles with tyler . I got him sleeping in his room which went fairly easy but now I am tryin to figure out how to go about switching him from swing to crib, i have never had to do this before so I have absolutley no idea what to do. He is so used to sleeping in his swing that I dunno how it's gonna go. lately I have found my "me" time after he goes to bed. I dink around on the net, visit here for a while stuff like that. last night however I decided to study fruedian theory I am finding it fascinating right now, i think next week I am gonna read about jung and B.F Skinner's theorys. I am really getting into victorian psychiatric studies. I love reading about the victorian in general, wether it's fact or fiction :) carl and I went and looked around toys'r'us today lol i am beginning to think maybe we should get him some things early........cause i kinda wanna play with it lol we were looking at lincoln logs,legos,action figures,and video games, even though we play video games to begin with. I have'nt gotten to sit and play a VG in forevers. on that note I think that's why I don't get along with alot of other moms in my area is cause I have nothin in common with them besides child birth. i can't find any other moms who play video games, watch horror movies,etc i kinda feel like an outsider in fargo. I really only have one friend here but all the other women are into either makeup and hair or sports. I have met a few other moms and i end up just sitting there listening to everyone else talk. I'm kinda depressed today if you can't tell lol. I just feel like such a freak ya know. I'm not like the other women around here at all, not to mention everyone her is christian which there is nothing wrong with that but around here people are not very tolerant of non christains. ah well I am wallowing in self pity enough. I hear my son having a fit across the room in my moms arms so I dunno he's been fed, changed twice so I am at a loss on what's wrong with him besides his bedtime is like less than 2 hours away. I am just tired, not like yawn I could go to sleep tired just tired, it's hard to explain. I feel awful for feeling so stressed out plus I think I missed my ppd med last night which could explain why I am having so much problem today. anyways I am having horrible neck and back pain and he's freaking out so I should go.

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1 Comments on today....


abbyquiet - Friday, 26 Jun
<3 i hope you feel better. i dont have many friends either, and i live in a community where there are loads of other women in my exact situation (my husband is in the navy and we live in navy housing) and i'm too shy to go talk to ANY of them. i'm nice, and it'd be nice to have friends but idk... i guess it's just harder to actually care about people than than to just stay here alone. and i guess you could consider me a christian, but i'm not really tolerent of extreme christians... well i'm tolerent, i just dont like things shoved in my face. i just try to ignore it. and about the crib/swing thing, dont worry.. one day you'll make a choice and you'll stick with it, you'll hear some crying but it'll work out. i know because i did that. only aidan was like 7 months old or something like that before he started sleeping not in his swing. literally it didn't swing anymore because he was too big to swing in it. so it'll dont fret too much.