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| 30-8-2008 - Going crazy |
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Well ten weeks today I wish it could go by faster. This is my third pregnancy and my first two I was soooo sick with m/s morning, noon, and night until about the sixth month. After that I was slightly nauseous until birth. This time it comes and goes. I wish I could say that was a good thing, but every time I feel good I imagine something is wrong with the baby. Does it still have a beating heart, I am going to lose this baby? I am so paranoid I guess it has something to do with the fact that it took 9 months of trying to concieve. Purhasing ovulation kits making sex somewhat of a chore, with every month bringing disapointment. With a monthly that came and went as it pleased. The month I fianally awoke to nausea my Dh thought something else was wrong with me. Can't keep your food down hmm maybe its acid reflux or a stomach flu silly him. I finally peed on on stick and yup it said negative. So I waited another week maybe it would pass, did not happen so on to the Drs office and there was what we had had been waithing for a little tiny tadpole well a baby. Wow it finally sunk in, now all I do is worry something is wrong. I am sure it will be ok but I will sigh in relief only when my little one is in my arms.
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