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|09-4-2010 - I\'m so nervous
||My mood while writing this blog:|
nervous but happy
I was just sitting here thinking, wow I only have 16 more days until I'm due. It's crazy how fast the time has gone. I'm really super nervous about having a second child. I know it's not going to be easy, I just hope Celese adjusts well. I'm really nervous about the breastfeeding not working again. I really want to do it and for it to work and for me to be successful at it. I'm gonna ask the lactation consultants what is the best way to produce more milk, like-- nurse first then pump or pump then nurse. I would love to make milk like a cow this time..lol. Seriously I'd rather have more than not enough. With Celese I got thrush, and couldn't nurse her directly and pumped every 2 hours and couldn't even get out 3oz in a day, and I was taking feenugreek, blessed thistle and Reglan and nothing helped. So I'm hoping this time it's different.
I just can't wait to see how Celese and Amelia interact together, their only gonna be 19 months apart. So I hope they stay close and stay friends, they'll have eachother to play with.
I'm also nervous but at the same time excited about the labor process again. Yes it hurt like hell the first time, I can't quite remember everything, they say you forget after the baby, and yes I did, but I'm sure those memories will come back when I'm doing it a second time. I plan on going natural again. Hopefully I don't have to be induced again. I hope I have her before my due date, I'm nervous about her size. I'm actually gonna ask my doctor on the 13th, what may happen if I go to my due date..because of how big she was measuring. Or if they will even let me go to my due date. I can't believe I'm just about 38 weeks pregnant. It feels like just yesterday I found out at 6 weeks that I was pregnant again, and here I am 32 weeks later, waiting to meet my baby. I can't wait!! I had Celese at 39 weeks...so if it's the same with this one..I'm gonna be holding my baby in a week..it's crazy. It may sound strange, I know I'm pregnant and gonna have another one very soon, but I guess it won't really hit me till I'm in labor and then holding her after. Hearing her new baby cry, and having her lay on my chest and sleep..that's the best thing. Celese doesn't like to be held anymore lol.. She loves to do things on her own. She'll be able to teach her sister things, I just can't wait to see the 2 of them together, and to see if they even look alike.
Ok well that's enough rambling for now, Woohoo 2 more days & I'm 38 weeks. I'll update more after my doctor appointment on Tuesday. I hope everyone has a great weekend =)
3 Comments on I\'m so nervousbubbylove
- Friday, 9 Apr Dont worry hun im sure you will be fine with the labour at least you know what to expect this time around. Im sure you will have better luck this time with breastfeeding too. Good Luck! jessienyc
- Friday, 9 Apr I am in the same boat and i am on #4 lol i been doing alot of crying mll28
- Friday, 9 Apr Just stay positive about the BF. I hope it works out for you this time too :) Can't believe how fast your pregnancy has gone!! Can't wait to see pics of her