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|01-1-2010 - Not a "Happy" New Years
||My mood while writing this blog:|
We said goodbye to my husband today and it was a really rough day for my family. My 9 year old daughter took it the hardest and cried most of the day. It was tough to sit in an auditorium full of people and realize that everyone else in there has it much easier than I do. I could see them look at my family in shock because we have five children and another one on the way. I overheard some jerk say wow she has her hands full and another bun in the oven, I hope she doesn't "pop" in the next four months! It took everything in me to refrain from responding to the moron, but I knew it would be a waste of my time. I guess I'm now that military wife that everyone looks up to and says if she can do it so can I. I'm not sure why God thinks I can handle this right now but I'm trying really hard to trust Him and have faith.
I'm not sure what will happen in the next few months, but somehow I will survive and we will look back and understand why this happened. I'm still an eternal optimist and pray that a miracle will occur and my husband will be home before the baby is born. I also understand that I may end up with an emergency c- section and a NICU baby due to placenta previa, but I'm praying for the best. I thank God for this site and for the support and encouragement from each and everyone one of you wonderful women.
I hope everyone has a wonderful new year and a great time with your families. I'm very proud that my husband is out there serving his country and doing his part to keep America safe. Hopefully next year I will get to have him to myself for an entire year. I'm not holding my breath, but at least I can dream....
At least I'm sitting here with the five most beautiful wonderful children in the world, and I can't wait to meet the "little man" growing inside of me. Take care and God bless, Vinessa
3 Comments on Not a "Happy" New Yearssarahbeth13
- Tuesday, 5 Jan I am so sorry you have to deal with this. You are such an amazing woman and I really appreciate the sacrifices your family is making for our country. I hope you are ok. Please let me know if there is any way I can support you. Good luck and best wishes!!! readyfor3
- Tuesday, 5 Jan Big hugs for you hun. Please ignore the negative comments. You are in my thoughts and prayers. x mommyto6
- Friday, 1 Jan You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. I can only imagine the mix of emotions that you must be feeling. I wish I lived closer and could help you :( I have 6 of my own children and most of the time my husband is gone at night working so I completely understand what it is like to have to cope. I am here if you ever need to talk. God Bless and things will work out.