23-4-2008 - putting this baby making thing to rest

My mood while writing this blog: happy

well i think it's time to give it a rest. i'm stressing to much and putting to much into this.Plus i realized that summer is right around the corner and i don't think i want to be prego in the summer..lol the weather today is so beautiful and me with a big belly and this heat won't mix!!1 so i think maybe at the end of the yr i should start trying again hard and plus by then the depo should be out of my system.i want to be able to carry my baby full term with no problems.Also i would like to save so money and get my house and life together b4 i bring another one in.My kids will be 9 and 3 next month and i know it would be good to have another one asap but i still have alot of spoiling to do for my 3yr old.My oldest was by herself for 6 yrs so she got every and anything she wanted and still to this day she still does.So i think waiting until my lil one is 4 will be good.. and hopefully i will have my prince when the time comes!!!!!!!!

i luv when the weather is beautiful it's makes you HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!