25-5-2009 - I HATE my hormones!!!

My mood while writing this blog: sad

Man oh man... These past two days for some reason... I dont even know. I get SOOO angry like at the drop of a pen. I dont get it. My hormones are on a rampage!!! lol. My poor fiance probably doesnt even want to come home from work to me. I feel so terrible. And ive been really short tempered with my daughter as well, and that makes me feel even Worse! Im not sure why im acting this way, just feel really stressed out...about a lot of things. We are moving at the beginning of July, and Braylon is due July 17th, I was doing in home daycare but the lady took her kids somewhere else early because she was worried about it being too stressful on me being 8 months preg. (...and she was proly right) but i was counting on that money, so that stresses me out. I am starting to feel more and more uncomfortable by the day, and i feel like im lazy and good for nothing because i am usually to tired to clean now-a-days, or do much of anything else for that matter. And i changed my hair recently and dont like it, so now i feel ugly, and was already self concious about myself before because i feel like my fiance is less attracted to me cause im pregnant.

...theres proly more i just cant think of, but i feel like a bad person because of how mean ive been lately. I wish there was something i could do to help me with these pregnancy mood swings. Any advice anyone? Is anyone else feeling somewhat like me being stressed and all? .....well thanks for listening to whoever reads this. Just needed to let out my feelings and I know all of you ladies on here are understanding.

<3 Amy