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07-3-2009 - A year since I found out I was pregnant

My mood while writing this blog: unhappy

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Today I am feeling so sad. It is a few weeks over a year since I found out I was pregnant at the age of 39 with my first baby. Nine weeks later at 14 weeks I miscarried my beautiful baby boy Joseph.

I am feeling so unhappy at the moment. Last year was so crap, my partner dumped me after the miscarriage. I then was made redundant from my job last October.

I am feeling so lonely at the moment and have no-one to talk to. I wish I could stop crying but I so want another baby to hold and to give all of my love to.

The only good thing that has happnened this year so far is that I am starting a new full time job on monday 9th March.

I am hoping I do meet soneone else who want me for myself and wants a baby to. Even though I am 41 this years and have type 2 diabetes and High Blood pressure I still want to try for another.

I will never forget my little man and will always be his mummy and love him for the rest of mt life.

Bless all of you ladies,

WendyWoo

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1 Comments on A year since I found out I was pregnant


roosa - Saturday, 7 Mar
A big, big hug to you sweetie. 2008 was such a tough year for you and I truly pray that 2009 will bring you blessings you can't even imagine. All the best!!! Karin