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13-3-2009 - Terrible Nightmare

My mood while writing this blog: Better now

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I had the worst nightmare ever last night and I woke up sobbing.

I dreamed my sister came to visit me since she said she keeps worrying about me. She then insists that I should go to the doctor. When we get to the doctor, he can't find my baby's heart beat. He does an u/s but the baby isn't moving at all. He then starts doing all kinds of things to try to get the baby's heart beating again( thinking back, this part was actually funny!) but nothing works. He then tells me that my baby is dead and there is nothing he can do. All through this I was crying hysterically.

When I woke up, it took some time to realise it was only a dream. But then I started worrying that perhaps it's some kind of omen. I lay completely still until I felt her moving and then I felt a little better. Still feeling kind of funny about it.

This just made me realise how much my baby already means to me. I can't imagine what I would do if I ever lost her. I already had 1 m/c but that was at 8 weeks. It all gets so much more real once you feel that precious life moving inside of you.

I hope I never have to experience something like this again.

Hope all of you are doing great!

~W~

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2 Comments on Terrible Nightmare


sasrun - Friday, 13 Mar
I have my 20 week u/s today. Every night before I have an appt I always have the worst night sleep and a nightmare like that. Last night it was the her heart had extra chambers....and yes, I woke myself up crying. I've only felt her move a couple of times and I am definately looking forward to some peace of mind at this appt. I tell my friends and family about these, and they all say, "welcome to parenthood!" Let the worrring begin!

GeoS - Friday, 13 Mar
That was really scarry hun! But you should not consider it an omen in any case. It is the fear we all future mommies have about losing our babies. Nothing more...No omen, no sign so try to forget about it and not get anxious. In Greece say that when you dream you are sad and crying something opposite will happen for you that day that will make you happy. Hope you have a great day.