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12-6-2009 - Heartbroken

My mood while writing this blog: Really sad

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My mother just called me a couple of minutes ago to tell me that my grandma had a stroke earlier this morning and she died. I am all alone at home with no one to talk to and my heart is breaking. Somehow writing it here makes it even harder but I just needed someone to tell. I called my dh and he said he'd be home as quick as possible.

Now I am also worried about my dad and how he is going to react. He was racing home from Joburg to see her, but he wasn't there in time. I know he is really upset and I know he can drive too fast. I don't know what I would do if something happened to him.My father and his dad hasn't really had a great relationship for years and this resulted in my father seeing my grandma very little so I know he is feeling guilty.

I don't know when the funeral will be and I don't know if I can face that. I just know I need to calm down for baby's sake.

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11 Comments on Heartbroken


dellie - Wednesday, 24 Jun
i am so sorry. I now how you feel i lost my grandma in April this year she also had a stoke. I miss her so. *hug* x0x0x0x

Dilinel - Thursday, 18 Jun
I'm really sorry for your loss. Stay positive your daddy will get it through also. Support each other. Stay strong, for your little one :)

LaurenKR - Tuesday, 16 Jun
Thinking of you. God will get you through this. He will give you strength. Just ask him for it!

desi-love - Monday, 15 Jun
My sympathy and prayers go out to you and your family. *HUGS*

MUMJEN - Sunday, 14 Jun
This is a very sad time for you and baby, to lose a loved one is never easy, no matter what age. I hope you find peace and thinking of you and your family over the next few weeks. God bless and keep you and baby safe.

GeoS - Sunday, 14 Jun
I'm sorry for your loss hun! Please be strong. I'll pray for you and your family.

pol - Friday, 12 Jun
Sorry to hear off your loss. Thinking of you xx

B3thy - Friday, 12 Jun
I am soooooo sorry! Losing a family member is such a tough thing to experience!!!!!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers :)

KeepinTheFaith - Friday, 12 Jun
I'm so sorry, I'll be thinking of you and your family during this difficult time.

RainbowRach - Friday, 12 Jun
oh I am so sorry for the loss of your grandma. You and your family are in my thoughts x x

Heidi Boo - Friday, 12 Jun
Oh poor you - how awfully sad. My thoughts are with you and your family. xxx