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07-11-2009 - blah blah blah

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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hey everyb cody XD Soo my car broke down so I have to ride the bus til I get my title from my crack head of a mother, so I can sell it and get another. So at the moment I am to ride the bus to work. I have the worst case of stiff neck Ever and I can barely do my hair it hurts so bad. So yesterday I had the heating pad on my neck while Ernie took me to work. I work in downtown so I had to. Walk to the bus station to take a bus to the southwest station so I can transfer to the bus that takes me by the house. It was funny. I looked like a bum with bad hair to the terminal with a heating pad n my hand lol... while I was waiting for the bus at the southwest station this girl around my age and came up to me asking me if I was pregnant lol I thought it was funny I know there's a bump on my stomach but to hope for my tummy to be mistaken for a gutt so anyways. I was like yeah she asked me how far along I was like five. She smilled big and said I'm four so we happen to take same bus so we talked she was telling me how it was her first and she said it was unplanned but she vwas sooo excited to have a baby and she actually made me feel good. She was telling me about her work at Burger king I was talking about mine it felt so good to talk to somebody because at times I feel so alone and lonely I don't have friends and no family all I have at the moment is Ernie but he's hard to talk to especially when it comes to my feelings. Like when I'm down I tell him how I feel like the other night I was feeling lonely and unhappy I feel nothing ever reaally goes my way something always goes wrong somehow and his family is opening a restaurant and I asked if I could work there and I was turned down and Ernie is always telling me oh u can just by another car. Like it's a peice of cake like I have all this money I work. Minimum wage unlike him sitting on his but all day doing nothing but w.e. that added to my frustration. When I tell him how I hear him saying oh well why am I always the one to hear u upset anyways its not like I have anybody else to talk to but w.e. this is not my month today is the anniversary of my dad's death and I feel dreadful this month is full of nightmares of watching him die and it sucks I don't have him but I'm glad I shared his last moments with him. I did the most I could do to take care of him which took the longest to realize and I had him for aslong as I did. I am just frustrated at moment over so much but happy to. Me and Ernie's shag muffin moved alot today so that made me feel good

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2 Comments on blah blah blah


mals313 - Monday, 9 Nov
hang in there girl. i know u r going through alot right now but it will get better. just stay focused. Its cool you got to meet that girl. sometimes a good friend is all you need! :)

mfbrown - Sunday, 8 Nov
We meet people for a reason I believe. That's cool that you guys were able to talk and connect for a little while! :0)